well today was really shitty. i have some rather serous monetary problems, but at least it came at a good time during the year - not alot of stuff i have to buy for people or anything. merry christmas movie house! you motherfucking movie house!

i want to write more, but i'm afraid that it would just be too loathesome and angrily contrived. so i'm going to take my sleeping pills and go to sleep.